But those who want to cheat!? The reality in which I live is muffled by the false idea of \u200b\u200bthe happy ending, thinking that things must always end well, it's just a matter of time .. I would take the life of a body without soul now, try and try to restore hope to infinity without wanting to see and accept that the flame has already been switched off for some time. What the hell I got in mind? Because I think maybe in the future things may change for the better: I'm wasting my time just behind you! 'm Hanging on your lips for too long, but I wonder what I've become!?
Today I contacted your boyfriend secretly riding the complicity that inevitably was to be created between us, and now I am not sincere in his to his involvement and this really makes me sick. But why did I in this situation?
Yesterday, joking with a girl I know I have just summed up what happened to me in the months before her and with a simplicity that I was blown away I said simply and quietly, "Hey, you're going to throw yet because of the time? "
Now I feel that I would actually go out and pass this storm, sheltered from seeing you and that invariably makes me feel bad though in a different way (see you or hear from him, two knives that pierce my heart in a different way).
I always thought to be a winner, full of confidence and fortitude. In sports as in life everyday I have always ridden the motto of "never give up " and the few victories that came awareness have fueled this wrong .. now I look inside myself and I feel stupid, arrogant who does not want to stay connected to reality because it accepts and prefers to remain in the oblivion of self-pity and victimhood assisted by a friend who loves me and see me so sorry.
But hell, open your eyes: Life is now! The reality of today sucks, is a snapshot of this period will be very different from life, looking ahead and live forward.
Now I have to be a good selfish, take the reins of life, my life and start immediately. I will not even read the post, what I wrote and the public remains so as it is.
are romantic? I do not know, I'm a loser and a dazed? perhaps one that comes to us, a dreamer and a dreamer, one who does most of the trips with the fantasy and back down to earth with only the bare essentials, using a glove with his life with the fear of ruin. Just now you change and you change the way we say " enough, now you change " without giving effect to a tone , the show is over and it's time to get down off the stage. Goodbye old me
Today I contacted your boyfriend secretly riding the complicity that inevitably was to be created between us, and now I am not sincere in his to his involvement and this really makes me sick. But why did I in this situation?
Yesterday, joking with a girl I know I have just summed up what happened to me in the months before her and with a simplicity that I was blown away I said simply and quietly, "Hey, you're going to throw yet because of the time? "
Now I feel that I would actually go out and pass this storm, sheltered from seeing you and that invariably makes me feel bad though in a different way (see you or hear from him, two knives that pierce my heart in a different way).
I always thought to be a winner, full of confidence and fortitude. In sports as in life everyday I have always ridden the motto of "never give up " and the few victories that came awareness have fueled this wrong .. now I look inside myself and I feel stupid, arrogant who does not want to stay connected to reality because it accepts and prefers to remain in the oblivion of self-pity and victimhood assisted by a friend who loves me and see me so sorry.
But hell, open your eyes: Life is now! The reality of today sucks, is a snapshot of this period will be very different from life, looking ahead and live forward.
Now I have to be a good selfish, take the reins of life, my life and start immediately. I will not even read the post, what I wrote and the public remains so as it is.
are romantic? I do not know, I'm a loser and a dazed? perhaps one that comes to us, a dreamer and a dreamer, one who does most of the trips with the fantasy and back down to earth with only the bare essentials, using a glove with his life with the fear of ruin. Just now you change and you change the way we say " enough, now you change " without giving effect to a tone , the show is over and it's time to get down off the stage. Goodbye old me
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