Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Pinewood Derby Space Ship Car




One day they told me I should lose you to find you, but I do not think so .. Another quiet day
moved by a sudden your sms, which certainly shook me: "Honestly : x is better you see me and feel as little as possible, right? " and without thinking I wrote that " It 's true the other way and I think I have told and shown. "just recently on the occasion of your birthday I did somersaults to visit you at home by joining the tour in a thousand commitments. It 'clear that if you ask me to hang out with your friends and your boyfriend is very different from that just to be with with you as we have always done, the situation is not stable yet, but better.
The second part of my response was "I hope that in future are still opportunities for us this type of question 'live'. "terminated by a" Hello:) "I could not resist the temptation to make you notice my impatience with sms / msn / mail / etc. To talk about serious things, we no longer take the time to talk and looking at us in the eye?
I went running to download a bit of tension built up in those days and reflect on every step of the happiness and wellbeing ; of a sudden I untied the two concepts leading to the conclusion that I'm not happy ( Well it was not hard to admit), but I'm fine now. So you can be good or bad irrespective of happiness. This awareness helped me to make peace inside, I took away the sadness, which spread to my state of mind, now the unhappiness and a part of me that does not interfere anymore. I think I lose sleep again in the future when I happen to feel good and be happy, for sure I'll get to making the right choices and play my cards right.
Other thoughts I now turn to the head, but I have to take some time to think about: we are really dependent on people we care ? name that I can give to the desire to see and spend time with them ? we share the desire to love and give attention to another person ?

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