You told me I miss , meet me one evening when we are free to keep us and you showed me. Well among the many evenings we chose yesterday and today I'm here with this gloomy day to ask me if it was the last night where we met and we were good together and when was the last. The impression you gave me is " want to see each other and stay together, but everything was veiled by self-interest in telling your story of this period, the problems and concerns that sometimes we share and sometimes we distance ourselves, giving me the feeling of being able to say you saw that we are still friends and we still have a dialogue . For my part I did not want to ask you much about what you do or what combination because you are always vague and tell me your version is almost always a rose-and-flowers that I can not sincerely listen to, oh let it be clear that if you are just so happy for you! I can not deny that I was glad to see you and spend some time with you obviously knew what they were in control in the later evening, but this time was different and do not deny that at some point I wanted to be somewhere else away from you as I am used to being in this period. Perhaps the same feeling I would also tested with another person, equally as happy as you and this makes me think that when things go wrong we want anything but to spend time with people full of life that you tell their experience and beautiful as life's smiles. Bho!? I throw them this thought as I came.
Honestly now I think I do not want to see you and in a sense I would like to tell you. By this I mean do not leave us alone or seek other opportunities to share something, an experience. It 'clear that they want to avoid unhealthy or if there is an opportunity but the sms, email or that those attentions were an inexhaustible source of joy for me to dedicate it to someone else.
This story made me a joke, has deprived me of a good relationship with you and other people who donated to love, not with the same intensity but the feeling is mutual I feel genuine. I feel that I do not want to see is not just for today but it is different than in the past, not the result of the lack of attention that you showed me yesterday and it is not no longer see me around with the fear of meeting you but is to take really aware of the situation and how you have the power to make me feel awfully good and evil. I hope this has ceased.
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