Friday, July 25, 2008

How To Replace Tripod Head

Goodbye clarified

busy day yesterday, I had to do many things but I thought hard about you and what happened to distract me from anything, once again, the instinct told me that I should see you and talk to you, I could not keep everything inside and from with this situation. At 20 I went out to do a bike ride and ease the tension accumulated during the day, I went out and found the courage to call you in the hope of seeing even just for 5 min.

I called you and you answered me with a strange voice, you do not expect it, I asked if there was a remote chance to see us and you told me you had to have dinner, maybe later .. unfortunately after I had plans to continue studying so we decided to see us immediately. Cycling towards your house, it was like to meet the emotions, I was full of tears and confusion, but with the desire to clarify not to be there still hurts.

I tied the bike and I made a phone call, you are fallen down and there was your boyfriend (yet another embarrassing situation) you are greeted and we made two steps, I immediately broke the ice beginning to speak; riassiumendo what happened in the 4 and a half hours following I can say with certainty that we have passed another test. I doubted you, your sincerity, trusting what I had told your friends and making false ideas. I understand that your failure and your not have caused them to be clear that I believed false ideas and which took the form of lies, this bubble that finally became unbearable together we made it explode, and no trains awareness that yesterday we made a new step forward in our friendship.

At one point we got into your house and did not happen for some time as we sat in the kitchen and ate watermelon to soothe the thirst for a long chat walk several times around the area where you live, and after we have thrown on the cake and two (6 to 2 for you) we ate an entire box of chocolate creams Conad .. eheh two gluttons that we are.

between there at midnight and said our goodbyes and I'm back to my reality of commitments and concerns, but with the mind far more peaceful, like a clear blue sky where the wind blew away the clouds of misunderstanding. Happy holidays

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Make Someone's Life Miserable

Castle The library card


July and we still, I start Monday, but with a question: what to do now? Closed a speech he opens another, removed a concern that emerges here is another .. you can never be calm! The reaction was there and now I feel better, although there are quite popular at this time, find ourselves in the library with him also allowed me to get used to it and fix even the notion that " with you I do not even think, c 'it is he who makes you happy .. .
Suddenly the house of cards has fallen: a bit of time I've filled with lies.
say I do not know now if our report is or was beautiful because it is based on sincerity, speeches of any kind without censorship or masks, mutual criticism with the aim to build and improve because we love. Life has taught me to be suspicious and not believe what others say or do I mean, the beauty of you is that all my defenses were down more or less deliberately because your eyes that know me well will quickly find if there was something wrong .. hours thinking back I recall occasions when in fact some do not add up, situations in which there was something wrong, now I'm short, it is clear that you told me a lot of lies and made to believe a different reality .
Ok you lied to me about the university in general (testing data, dates appeals, various efforts ..) and your extra effort and who knows what else .. but do not want to think, you lied to me and we can be if we are only acquaintances, and there binds a relationship of deep friendship, but an open heart tell you that unfortunately is not so!
is not so because I would not hurt as I am feeling now, would not give me the strength to speak with your companions and friends of course and discover how far you've gone further in building the maps and plans of the castle As in times of trouble you wore a fake dress strong patched with lies. All I dropped him like a cold shower, one of them could not stay longer in silence, seeing in this situation, in this reality far removed from real life does not have it done and I said "Wake ! but do you think goes really well ?" followed by a series of recent and past secrets to your path of study and commitments, about the hardships and hard times that I've kept hidden ...
I feel cheated and I do not cope well with these conflicting feelings that I feel for you, perhaps the disappointment leads me to remain silent, but I know well and I know that eventually the nodes will be laid on the table and tell you what I think. I'm not angry or even want to stigmatize this to your behavior because who can say they never told a lie? maybe I feel like a non-invited at a party, an outcast from your life or even worse, one that makes you feel judged.
I'm very sorry, I leave for the mountains with a bitter taste and coldness towards you that from a certain side of the heart made me feel better, even head- you look into your eyes and smile even when I do not be "Happy Holidays


ps: yesterday your boyfriend asked me to go 2tiri basketball, but I was already committed, maybe we'll go today, but I still wonder now: is the right thing? I must not be tempted to ask him questions to see if the same lies have served up to him ..

Monday, July 14, 2008

Pokemon Soul Silver Migrate From Gba




are in the library, our library. We are studying, they are concentrated and finished him. I have not tried anything, I made a gesture as a greeting, the time has stopped, at that time I was petrified. Then you came out, I took a deep breath and started to think. You are back a bit excited and I exchanged pleasantries, then I take a sheet and I note the situation and the feelings that I'm trying. I'm down, I read the book, I avoid looking up and look next to each other, I feel almost like the effect of an alarm clock, now my eyes are wide open. If I had the right concentration to study up tomorrow morning!
"Quiet " I repeat, the pen on the paper moves nervosa and calligraphy is a disaster.
" I do not come here to learn more " I think, " nay come when we are sure you do not meet and communicate without or justify my absence."
I hear you sometimes look at me because you feel a little embarrassed and clearly you were not expecting this visit, deliberately crossing your eyes because they convey so much information that I can not control.
"I would go " I confess, but then I think you'd better stay in my place, I did not have sought this time. I do not want to hear your whispers and I try to think of something else, but anything goes.
Now I have to stop writing on this piece of paper and go back to school on the book, I have to check my eyes and try not to distract. I know that what you read from now on will not make much sense and I know I'll lose part of the afternoon today .. but never mind, I could not imagine that would go well, while he goes out, perhaps to make calls, take a breath.
E 'over an hour and I look up, in the meantime, you turn left to take a break, I can not but notice that you are comfortable with, I look away and I think that never leaves you. This should make me switch off, disconnect power to what I feel for you and make me feel better in the short term. I put these four squiggles in your pocket and go back to what I was studying, but first I think " today will go out later than usual, certainly after you. "
Another pause, and then exits after all only a little part of him. I pull out this new package again (me smile) and try to focus even more on the books and I think that if he wants to tell me something I would be willing to talk to him, because when I arrived I started the conversation if he wants now is his turn. So far he does not speak, returning to the chapter, but to keep out of this tour package.
Ok, I get distracted again because I an idea crossed my mind like a flash: now wonder when we can find me and him alone to talk, talk about what they are in love with her to make him share and make sense of this cold that I have against him ; Calligraphy is now clarified to indicate that they are quieter, but obviously I think that " this is just a crazy idea " and I do not care anymore.
He got up and came out with the phone in hand with the use of air, then came back and approached me, ok here we are. He asked me one thing, I did not understand it now "sorry you can repeat ? ", he asked me if I came by bike, and if we could tie them together because in his view there were suspicions of a kind and his chain was not the best .. I dropped the book and went out with him (my first break) and we put the bikes close and tied together. I talk about this and that and then returned to the library, shortly after returning the other, but now time is running out for me and I greet you, you remain still for five minutes and I have an appointment that unfortunately I can not put off and I'm getting late.
After Saturday and Sunday when I think of things that we said Friday in a library is " hello, how are you "

Friday, July 11, 2008

Ideas For Camera Bag Abroad

What is revolution?

What is revolution? ... In these days returns with the mind of the French Revolution, which is celebrated on July 14, day of the storming of the Bastille. But the French Revolution is not only the Bastille, Robespierre and the guillotine. What happened in France in 1789 was a new way of thinking about social life, politics, the role of individuals within that. Perhaps the French Revolution was the one that most influenced the next two centuries and was the mother of the other revolutions that took place in the world. But what is revolution? Personally I think the revolution is a social process that needs then force each person to evolve and explode. On the other hand seems indissoluble that every revolution needs its symbols and its leaders to identify with. But a revolution is not born overnight, is the result of years of ideas, of twenty that changes, thoughts and events, but most people. The Russian Revolution erupted in 1917, but if they are already seeing the first skirmishes in 1905. There are revolutions long and short, some involving a group of people, a nation, a continent, an entire social model. What we can say with certainty is that the revolution is synonymous with change. Today, many things change very quickly, but that will not lead away from the previous situation, change the facade, but it does not change the substance. The revolution is a change of substance, not the facade, the revolution left its mark, the revolution sometimes hurts, upsets and destroys and renews.
40 years ago, in 1968, the Cultural Revolution that devastated half the world was not just the beatings, some benches outside the windows and concerts .. it was a new way of wanting to face life, politics, beliefs and social relations in a society that was evolving and building a model of the previous war. That '68 is a process started from far away and exploded them at that time and in those places because he was only there and then that could burst, not before and not after.
For 40 years now is not about revolution, in the romantic sense of the term, but even the technical aspect and concrete can be said to have witnessed another kind of revolutionary movement (if not one of Bil Gates with the creation of the PC).
But I think there is something in the air, the commodification of man, his work and his knowledge is now at an advanced stage el'insofferenza grows, perhaps a fruit still immature, but that we or future generations have to be ready to seize, because revolutions are like exams ... never end.

Thursday, July 10, 2008

How Do You Tighten Cliff Keen Signature

say yes


these days for various reasons, we visited more and right now, when I wanted to break away from you, peep the opportunities to attend. As always happens after we see are bright and clear as a cloudless sky, but at night the wind comes inevitably bring clouds laden with rain taking shape of tears. After you asked me to be careful not to let myself go and appreciate characters typical of a lover, I feel bad that we are living our relationship of friendship, as censored and then losing the spontaneity.
Now I'm confused and if I look inside I feel misrepresented, I feel less myself.
I'm accepting more and more output options, drinks, football games and evenings or weekends by the sea in an attempt to distract me and find me as a swimmer I feel that these strokes are made with the head off and oxygen me strength to continue, but invariably end up and when I climb the stairs to return home with their heads under water and I keep saying yes and distract me because I feel that cmq goes a bit better and that sooner or later will turn the page: I prefer the illusion of this illusion rather than on you.