busy day yesterday, I had to do many things but I thought hard about you and what happened to distract me from anything, once again, the instinct told me that I should see you and talk to you, I could not keep everything inside and from with this situation. At 20 I went out to do a bike ride and ease the tension accumulated during the day, I went out and found the courage to call you in the hope of seeing even just for 5 min.
I called you and you answered me with a strange voice, you do not expect it, I asked if there was a remote chance to see us and you told me you had to have dinner, maybe later .. unfortunately after I had plans to continue studying so we decided to see us immediately. Cycling towards your house, it was like to meet the emotions, I was full of tears and confusion, but with the desire to clarify not to be there still hurts.
I tied the bike and I made a phone call, you are fallen down and there was your boyfriend (yet another embarrassing situation) you are greeted and we made two steps, I immediately broke the ice beginning to speak; riassiumendo what happened in the 4 and a half hours following I can say with certainty that we have passed another test. I doubted you, your sincerity, trusting what I had told your friends and making false ideas. I understand that your failure and your not have caused them to be clear that I believed false ideas and which took the form of lies, this bubble that finally became unbearable together we made it explode, and no trains awareness that yesterday we made a new step forward in our friendship.
At one point we got into your house and did not happen for some time as we sat in the kitchen and ate watermelon to soothe the thirst for a long chat walk several times around the area where you live, and after we have thrown on the cake and two (6 to 2 for you) we ate an entire box of chocolate creams Conad .. eheh two gluttons that we are.
between there at midnight and said our goodbyes and I'm back to my reality of commitments and concerns, but with the mind far more peaceful, like a clear blue sky where the wind blew away the clouds of misunderstanding. Happy holidays