Being stubborn is my fault and on you could not miss my attitude of not letting go, not wanting to give in to the cost of ruining our beautiful friendship and a bit of my life. But it happened. The first tip received proved to be the wiser, and after a long time I read it like it is very easy to say " .. let it be, go out again and meet new people .. .. you'll see that sooner or later you'll love again .. ". Well at first exit was a blessing but I have not had the good fortune to meet and know new people who could somehow break free from thinking of you my , idealization that will inevitably put on the pedestal and put out the light around me. That same stubbornness I did give up and I did meet another girl, another who like you hit me and almost sank.
I went out with her several times already and I had a great time, several evenings where the desire for knowledge have you eased the pain of lost where I was with her more and think less of you.
Now I am a bit confused, I miss you and I would like to see her. Maybe I'm wrong but I fear that if ever I will go I feel you'll come back and awkwardly free combine a disaster, I'm afraid to love another person is not 100% and this will do me good but I fear it will not make me happy.
I went out with her several times already and I had a great time, several evenings where the desire for knowledge have you eased the pain of lost where I was with her more and think less of you.
Now I am a bit confused, I miss you and I would like to see her. Maybe I'm wrong but I fear that if ever I will go I feel you'll come back and awkwardly free combine a disaster, I'm afraid to love another person is not 100% and this will do me good but I fear it will not make me happy.
